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[Jan. 2nd, 2008|10:40 pm] |
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I'm going crazy, absolutely crazy. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2007|12:02 am] |
Where do I go from here? I hit rock bottom.
I want to go home, but I don't know where that is anymore. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2007|09:42 pm] |
I am a broken girl. Everything that has happened in my life has led to this event, things that were both in and out of my control. It's everyone's fault, and it's my fault.
When I realised, when I realised that both Brendan and Brody were cutting me out of their lives and not talking to me anymore, it hurt. The last few days have opened a flood gate of pain I'd held back. So much pain... so much blame and guilt. It hurts so much. Years of tears. Through it all I was always made to feel somewhat at fault... right from the beginning, all I feel is guilty.
Even in the past few months, my mum has never asked how I've been, she's never been a shoulder to cry on...... she's never asked how I'm coping... she cared more about Bren than me. What about me? I need someone to care about me. I need someone who won't make me hurt. |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2007|02:37 pm] |
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SHOUT! SHOUT! Let it all out! These are the things I can do without, CMON! I'm talking to you! CMON! |
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[Apr. 8th, 2007|03:17 pm] |
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I honestly do not know what I am going to do now. I've created a mess by bringing people into my life. There's nothing I can do now that won't hurt everyone terribly. I want it all to go away, I want to go back to how things used to be, when we were happy. We were happy. |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2007|08:55 pm] |
This is the book I never read
These are the words I never said
This is the path I'll never tread
These are the dreams I'll dream instead
And these are the years that we have spent
And this is what they represent
And this is how I feel
Do you know how I feel? |
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[Feb. 27th, 2007|04:41 pm] |
There's a boy I know
He's the one I dream of
Looks into my eyes...
Take me to the clouds above!
TAKE ME TO THE CLOUDS ABOVE! |
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[Feb. 27th, 2007|03:53 pm] |
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I need an uber cuddle from my Aff. I miss my beautiful boy. |
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